sex can be so foreign when I "have" to distance myself from it. Its easier to not get hurt, its easier to get when I dont feel like its my body.
Like eating. restaurants are the strangest things we have in my opinion. Just a room full of bodies putting food into a hole and gnashing it with exposed bone to force it into our center so we can walk around as the food changes us.
Sex is just like that too in my opinion just with different movements.
I really appreciate your insight and Im glad im not the only one.